So…today is your birthday and I have a lot of sadness because of the things you did and said to me.
I’m moving past them one day at a time but sometimes when I’m by myself I can’t help but get sad. I think about all the things I wanted for my life and how this was definitely not on the list. Sometimes I wonder why do I have to be the one to go through this…then I look around and realize that everyone is going through something.
So I gladly put on my big girl pants and accept this trial that God has given me. I have been thoroughly blessed through this awful situation. I realized that I have an amazing family, loving friends, and an ever-present friend in Jesus. They were all there when you broke my heart and shattered the dreams I had of our life together. They were all there when you verbally and emotionally abused me time after time. There were all there when I was left pregnant and alone while you did whatever you wanted. Most of all, they are all still here while you are long gone. I thank God for those relationships. I thank God for strength. And I thank God for life.
It sucks that you treated me like this when I cared so much for you but I firmly believe God has something better in store for me and I’m trying to get myself in position to receive it. I wish you the best.
Happy birthday.